Everlasting dream (18+)

Chapter 86 — Staring at the flames

[Silvia]

The flickering orange glow of their campfire illuminated the small clearing where a family of three was resting after an incredibly gruesome journey. Two girls, a daughter sitting on her mother's lap, stared into the dancing flames for the past hour without uttering a single word. Their distant gazes were lost somewhere in the mesmerizing dance of the fire. The third, a young boy who slept beside them, had the best dreams of his life; a silly smile graced his youthful face. He was naked, just like the girls, save for only the dirty tunic that covered his little, now completely limp thingy.

The air was filled with chirping crickets, rustling leaves, and the soft crackle of burning wood. The beautiful night sky stretched above them, countless stars twinkling brightly against the inky darkness while the moon hung overhead in all its glory, casting its silvery light down upon their small campsite. A strong smell of burnt pine needles permeated the air they breathed, tickling their nostrils with each deep inhale.

Silvia, the little girl whose chin was still drenched with saliva, shifted slightly on her mother's soft lap, hugging her knees closer to her chest as if trying to curl herself into a tiny ball. If shame and embarrassment could be given a face, it would have been hers without a single doubt. Tears welled in her golden eyes as she stared into those dancing flames, listening to her mother's soft breathing behind her back.

Nivalis' arms remained wrapped tightly around her daughter's waist, keeping the girl close to her warm body while her mind still tried to process everything that had just happened an hour ago. Her little boy had just... finished... inside her daughter's mouth.

It wasn't something that a mother would ever expect from their children. The way he throbbed inside her little girl's mouth... Those squelching and sucking noises she heard... she wished with all her heart not to remember it. Nivalis looked tired beyond her mind; deep bags had formed under her blue eyes, and her beautiful face was pale and gaunt.

She opened her mouth a few times to ask something, only for words to die before leaving her soft, pink lips. Nivalis had no idea what to say or how to start this conversation. Nor knew Silvia, who kept sitting still like a statue in her mother's arms.

Honestly, the little girl expected a severe spanking after all that happened. A spanking so brutal that she would be screaming at the top of her lungs until morning. And maybe a few hours after that as well. To make sure she would be afraid to even look at Aster's thingy.

But no such thing ever came. Instead, they were just sitting together and staring at the flames.

'Maybe... Maybe she just waits for me to bend over by myself?' thought the girl as she glanced down at the soft, pale thighs beneath her, then up at her mother's distant gaze. 'Let's try...' Silvia sniffled softly before shifting her petite, naked body until she was lying on her tummy across Nivalis' lap. A tiny shiver traveled through her body while her golden eyes shut and her little bottom lifted slightly upward, presenting it to her mother.

And yet, still, nothing came; her hands didn't move, resting on the girl's waist. No words or slaps graced the girl's tender cheeks as Silvia waited patiently for her mother to raise her palm and begin spanking her butt as hard as possible. The girl knew she deserved it after what she had done with Aster. Silvia was ready to bear it without a single tear and cry, not even a squeak or whimper. But nothing happened at all. Nivalis simply sat there with her child lying over her lap, completely silent.

The girl grew desperate after more than ten minutes of waiting like this, expecting a harsh spanking that never came. Silvia quietly grabbed her mother's soft hand by the wrist, guiding it toward her petite bottom. She did so almost as if to show what needed to be done, a soft smack landing on one of her tender butt cheeks when Nivalis' limp hand connected with it. Those rosy cheeks were offered up to her like a lamb to slaughter, presented so submissively to her mother's mercy.

But instead of slapping the girl, Nivalis began massaging the tiny bottom, caressing and squeezing her daughter's buttocks and thighs gently while staring into the fire, deep in thought.

Silvia didn't know how to react. It was probably the last thing the girl expected to happen. She kept lying over her mother's lap with her little butt being gently kneaded for who knows how long, all while she was trying to figure out what she should do next. 'How do I make her spank me? Or should I just apologize?' she thought, wiggling her naked bottom on her mother's lap as if begging to start hitting her, only for more squishing and spreading to follow.

The silence was deafening; somehow, this was way worse than spanking could ever be. Nivalis still wasn't saying anything. Her mind seemed occupied with other things entirely; the only sound coming from her was slow breathing while she continued to squeeze and caress her daughter's soft, little butt cheeks absentmindedly.

Meanwhile, Silvia was trying to keep herself together. She felt confused, guilty, ashamed, sad, and embarrassed, and most of all, she felt like she had betrayed her mother. She glanced up at Nivalis behind her hair-covered shoulder. "A-aren't you g-gonna do it...?" she whispered with a sniffle, feeling more tears well up in her golden eyes, making everything look blurry.

Nivalis simply sighed loudly before looking down at her daughter's smooth butt and giving it a soft, barely noticeable slap with no force whatsoever behind it. The girl's pale skin barely jiggled from the impact. It made Silvia whimper pathetically. That's not how it was supposed to go. She deserved so much worse than this.

— "Mom... please..." Silvia sobbed softly again, closing her eyes and trying to push her bottom against her mother's palm, hoping this would make her start punishing her... but she didn't. Her hand remained still, resting gently on her child's soft butt.

Silvia took a deep breath and opened her mouth again, "I..." her voice cracking heavily, broken by an occasional sob. "I... I'm s-sorry... I just..." she said, her high-pitched voice trailing off before more words could come from her lips. A loud sniffle followed as she squirmed her petite body, sitting back on her mother's soft lap. Her big arms almost immediately locked around the girl's petite waist again, holding her daughter like before.

Silvia looked up with wide, full of tears, golden eyes, gently wrapping her tiny hands around her mother's neck and pulling herself up; their pale, naked bodies pressed together had the exact shade of skin. Their long, silver hair that covered her shoulders and chest tangled together, making it impossible to tell where one began and the other ended. "I didn't want t-to upset y-you... I'm so sorry..." she whimpered, gently kissing the soft cheek. Her lips trembled against the woman's skin. Then, another equally soft peck followed. And then another one. And more...

Nivalis closed her eyes, letting her daughter kiss her worries away. The only response was when her hands began rubbing up and down Silvia's back from the base of her neck down to the soft swell of her butt cheeks. "I..." Nivalis started but didn't continue for a few long moments. "I... just don't know what to say, my love..." she quietly whispered, no louder than the crackling of their fire.

Silvia continued peppering her mother's face with gentle, loving kisses, tasting salty tears on her skin. "I-it was t-to h-help him... with p-pain..." she mumbled in between those kisses. Doing so made her remember when they did that weird tongue massage back in the cave. As weird as it was, they both liked it. It felt nice and fun... And an idea of trying again flashed through the girl's young mind. 'Maybe that would calm Mom down?' she thought, her lips reluctantly pressing against her mother's. The woman didn't respond; she simply let her daughter do whatever she wanted.

The little girl kept kissing those soft lips, gently nipping and pulling on her lower lip before covering it with smooches. She even took a moment to kiss her chin, jaw, forehead, and nose. She wanted her mother to feel loved and cherished. But how she looked back at her was almost heartbreaking; her blue eyes filled with nothing but sadness.

Silvia's knees trembled as she held onto her mother's shoulders for support, desperately trying to kiss the woman into feeling better. 'Well... here I go...' she thought before gently parting her mouth and slowly pushing her little tongue past her mother's soft lips.

Nivalis felt the familiar taste of her daughter's saliva mixed with... something else. A faint, slightly bitter, and salty taste surprised her taste buds. Only a moment later did she realize what it was — the taste of her little boy, causing her to pull away with a frown of disgust. A chill ran down her spine at the thought of what she had just tasted. "Enough... stop, please," Nivalis said in a hoarse voice, gently pushing the girl's silver head away.

Silvia simply nodded, wiping the tears from her eyes with trembling hands. "Sorry..." she replied sadly before pressing her face against her mother's big breasts and listening to her quick heartbeat, trying to hide her burning shame there.

Soon enough, another tired sigh escaped Nivalis' lips as her arms wrapped protectively around the tiny form of her daughter, holding her close against her warm chest. "Let's go to sleep... I'm too exhausted to think clearly..." she suggested quietly before running her fingers through Silvia's silky hair. "Who knows... maybe it is just a bad dream of mine..."

The little girl sniffled softly in response, slowly nodding her head against the softness of those big breasts. Nivalis lowered herself onto the ground and grabbed the damp blanket to cover them all with, even Aster. The girl lay on top of her mother's body, still feeling those strong arms around her, making her more than ever feel like she did not deserve it after what had happened earlier, but she did not dare say anything. She simply buried her burning face even deeper.

Nivalis gulped loudly, trying to get rid of the lingering taste of her son in her mouth.

...

The sun gradually rose over the horizon, casting its warm glow on everything it touched while birds serenaded the morning with cheerful songs. The tall pines and stately spruces swayed gently in a soft breeze as the sky was painted in delicate shades of orange and pink, dotted with fluffy clouds drifting lazily above.

Silvia walked alongside her mother, holding onto her forearm with one hand. But the beautiful scenery around her went unnoticed as the girl stared at the ground the whole time, dragging her thin legs to keep up with Nivalis, who carried Aster in her arms. The boy rested his head against her chest, eyes shut while sweat rolled down his forehead, hair plastered over it.

It was hard to tell if he was getting better; the pain on his face was gone, replaced by a calm, almost peaceful look. Though whimpers still left his lips now and then between heavy breaths that made both girls' hearts ache.

All three wore their disguise cloaks with nothing but boots underneath. Walking around like this was slightly chilly, especially when a gust of wind blew inside and caressed the girl's hairless privates, making her shiver. But it was still much better than wearing their filthy clothes; she could get used to it.

— "Should..." Silvia finally broke the silence after walking the whole morning without saying a single word. She looked up at Nivalis nervously before asking in a quiet, shy voice, "Should I do the mana thing to him? When we stop, I mean," the girl spoke up, tugging on her mother's sleeve. "Do you think it would be alright?"

Nivalis glanced down at her little son's face, which rested against her chest. She thought about it momentarily before responding with a tired sigh, "I don't know... Maybe..." she said quietly while gently shifting Aster in her arms. She had almost no sleep last night; she was too shocked and worried after what happened. Every time she closed her eyes, an image of her sweet daughter with a pink, twitching penis of her little brother between those soft lips would flash before them. "B-but let's first walk further from that forest before doing any magic... I don't like how close we still are," Nivalis sighed heavily.

— "Mhm..." Silvia quietly hummed, nodding. She looked down again and returned to being lost in thought. Her mind was still trying to figure out how to apologize properly. The little girl tried kissing her mother this morning before starting to walk, but she got pushed away just like yesterday. Her mother never pushed her away before... Never! She always let Silvia kiss her whenever and however she wanted. It made the girl's heart sink even lower than it already did. 'Should I try again when we stop?' she wondered with a deep frown on her innocent, youthful face.

The sun climbed higher in the sky as they walked through the grassy land, surrounded by lush forests stretching endlessly in every direction. Wildflowers bloomed around them, adding splashes of color to an otherwise green landscape. The scent of flowers hung heavy as they walked, tickling their noses with each new step while chirping birds and insects filled the air.

After a few more hours of walking, the girls finally stopped at the top of a small hill covered in wildflowers. "It's nice here," Nivalis commented quietly before sitting on the soft grass beside her little boy. Lying among the flowers, he looked so peaceful, so innocent that Nivalis couldn't help but stroke his long, silver hair with her hand while her blue eyes stared into the distance, tired and worried.

— "You should sleep for a bit," Silvia whispered after watching her mother's eyelids droop from exhaustion. She sat beside her, removing the hood of her cloak and letting her hair spill down her shoulders before stretching her legs, revealing her pale, skinny thighs underneath; only boots were on them. "Come... lie down..." the girl patted her small lap.

Nivalis looked at Silvia for a moment, her expression softening slightly. "Yeah... maybe an hour wouldn't hurt..." she replied with a tired sigh before slowly lowering herself onto the grass to rest her head in her daughter's lap. The soft breeze gently swayed through nearby flowers and grass while birds continued their sweet serenade.

Silvia could see that Nivalis' eyes were still open as she lay in her lap, staring into the distance with an unreadable expression. The girl started combing her mother's silky hair with her small fingers, hoping it would help her relax.

"Why did you do it?" Nivalis suddenly asked after a long silence. Her voice was barely above a whisper, but it carried so much emotion within it. "What made you think it was okay to do?"

Silvia's hand froze the moment she heard those words. She felt her heart drop into her stomach as she gulped loudly. After a long pause, the girl took a deep breath and quietly said, "I-I... didn't want him to feel any pain. I thought he had enough of it already. So I just..." Silvia's voice cracked as she sniffled loudly, and her golden eyes started to water again.

Nivalis didn't reply; only a tired sigh escaped her lips before her hand came up and wiped away her daughter's tears. "Did he ever ask you for anything similar when I wasn't around? Or forced you somehow to do it?" she asked in such a way as if afraid to receive an answer, slowly looking up into the girl's golden eyes, looking there for any hints of a lie.

Silvia looked down at her mother through blurry vision and shook her head. "No... never," she replied quietly with a sniffle. "You know him, Mom... he would never..." the girl whispered through the sobs, letting tears fall onto her mother's hand on her cheek. "I promise you, he did not..."

"I know... I just needed to be sure," Nivalis said gently, her fingers brushing away more of her daughter's tears from those soft, rosy cheeks. "Thank gods..." she breathed out in relief. She imagined so many things in her head, and this scenario was the worst. A few silent minutes passed before she added in a tired voice, "But honey... what you did..."

— "Mhm... I know," Silvia whimpered with a trembling voice full of sorrow and shame, her eyes looking away. She didn't dare look down now, afraid to see disappointment on her mother's face. "I'm sorry, Mom... I-I won't do it ever again..." she finished in barely a whisper.

The silence stretched between them once again as Silvia quietly sobbed and stroked her mother's long hair. Seeing her child like this made Nivalis' heart tighten painfully, like someone had squeezed it tightly. "Can I get a few of those kisses from yesterday?" Nivalis quietly said, hoping it would lighten her mood. It didn't mean their conversation was over, far from it; they would talk about it much longer, but it could wait for now. It just pained her to see her daughter crying.

— "Really? You'd want to?" Silvia replied immediately with a slight stutter; her cheeks glistened brightly in the sunlight, covered in fresh tears.

"I would love to, honey... Come here," Nivalis responded, smiling warmly at the girl, happy to see such excitement twinkling behind those tears. She moved her head onto the soft grass and motioned the girl to get on top of her by opening her arms. Silvia shifted herself and crawled on top until their faces were so close together that they could feel each other's breath. The girl gently cupped Nivalis' face in tiny hands before peppering it with sweet, loving kisses—first the forehead, then the nose, followed by those soft, big lips. Both started giggling quietly as they moved their mouths against each other, sharing a gentle kiss that only a mother and daughter could share. The taste of salty tears lingered in their mouths, mixing with the sweet flavor of their saliva.

— "Would you like to do that tongue massage?" Silvia asked eagerly after breaking away from her mother's lips with a grin so wide it could rival the sunrise itself.

Nivalis sighed softly and smiled up at the little girl. "You really like it, don't you? Fine, but..." she began, only to feel those soft lips pressing against hers again in a sloppy kiss before she could finish her sentence. She let out a tiny sigh as that slippery tongue tried forcing its way past her lips once more. In response, Nivalis parted them slightly and allowed Silvia in with a soft moan.

Silvia eagerly pushed inside immediately, sliding her small tongue around every corner of her mother's mouth, feeling how her big arms wrapped tightly around her waist, holding the girl close against her chest; Silvia's cloak slid up, revealing more of her soft, pale skin to the morning sun.

Silvia let her mother suck on her little tongue up until the tingling sensation started traveling through it. Her eyes immediately shot open as she broke the kiss, giggling when Nivalis' lips chased after hers. "Hehe... my turn," the girl chirped, waiting for her mother to stick her tongue out. When she did, Silvia slowly brought her lips down to its tip and started sucking and licking it eagerly, making wet sounds with each slurp.

'It's even bigger than Aster's thingy...' Silvia thought before frowning slightly at that memory. 'Ugh... why did I remember that now?' she sighed, trying to push that image out of her head as her little head started bobbing up and down her mother's wet tongue.

A few minutes later, Nivalis interrupted their fun by gently pushing her daughter away from her face with both hands on the girl's shoulders to free her tongue. "I think this is enough," she said, breathing heavily through her nose. Her eyes were half-lidded as she stared back up at Silvia, trying to catch her breath.

— "Aw... alright..." the little girl replied in a slightly disappointed voice before sitting back beside her mother and looking down at her with bright, hopeful golden eyes. "Can we do it again this evening? It feels nice," Silvia asked, patting her lap again and motioning for Nivalis to lie back down.

A tired sigh left Nivalis' lips as she rested her head on her daughter's lap again. "Yes... yes..." she mumbled, closing her eyes instantly, hoping to get some well-needed rest. "I'm going to sleep now, okay? Wake me up in an hour... or two," she murmured, snuggling closer against the girl's soft tummy. "I'll give you some spanking right after..." Nivalis mumbled into her cloak with a tiny chuckle.

Silvia's golden eyes immediately widened, darting down to her mother's face. She grinned from ear to ear at that promise of a real, good spanking. "Really? You promise?" the girl asked excitedly, her legs wiggling in anticipation.

A tired giggle left the woman's lips as she nodded slightly against Silvia's belly. "Mhm..." she replied quietly, the chirping of birds and rustling of leaves almost drowning out her voice.

— "Yay!" the girl beamed with happiness, hugging her mother's head closer to her soft tummy. The grin never left her face as she stared into the horizon and listened to the sounds of nature. It was a perfect place for a little rest, a quiet hill covered in wildflowers, surrounded by lush forests stretching endlessly.

However, after a few minutes, Silvia's golden eyes widened as she spotted something far in the distance, partially concealed by tall trees. "Is that... a lake?" she asked quietly, glancing down at her mother, only to find she was already fast asleep.

'It's totally a lake!' Silvia smiled even wider, caressing her mother's long hair gently as she stared into the distance. Who knows, maybe they'll finally get a real wash instead of cleaning themselves in swampy water. A proper spanking that she deserved, now this... It will be such a nice day today.